The ground is shiny the ground is wet and shiny and glittering like from a summer rain I remember the way that smells
Well no
I remember that I love the way that it smells earthy and dirty and warm but I can’t really smell it right now not actually
I can only ever hold the memory of the thing but never the thing itself
Are other people holding the thing itself?
Doesn’t matter because it didn’t rain it snowed again
And again and again and winter is forever this year
This year is not cold and dark, not actually, it’s actually very bright and very white it’s actually beautiful but I actually I hate it
When I go outside I pretend that everything is green and the breeze is moving my hair but only a little and in my wild fantasy I am smiling no teeth but in the real world I am just looking out into the distance with no expression at all
Hannah Wakefield is unemployed in New York City. She spends every day alone and every night at a party. She earned her degree in Philosophy and Critical Theory from Occidental College and one day she will be incredibly famous.
Beautiful!